Dust Bowl Dance – Sheryl, the Fae-Touched – 13&20.01.2021
Jan 27, 2021 21:21:14 GMT
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Post by Queen Merla, the Sun-Blessed on Jan 27, 2021 21:21:14 GMT
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The young one stands on the edge of her porch
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The young one stands on the edge of her porch
The days were short and the mother was gone
There was no one in the town and no one in the field
This dusty barren land had given all it could yield
Sleep was the last thing on Merla’s mind, the last thing she wanted to do, and the last thing she could do after reading Lady Josephine’s letter.
…if you want to know all about the Black Heart Cabal, you need only seek out a satyr called Kruxeral.
Merla shuts her eyes, willing the words to disappear from the page, but when she opens them the stark, black ink is still there.
I believe you are acquainted.
The words cut into her, burrowing deep into her chest. Mocking her. Making light of the pieces of her broken heart. She pulls her legs up, curling around the pain, burying her face into her arms.
Astra was right. She knew. She tried to tell me but I- I didn’t want to listen. I wouldn’t even listen to my intuition…
She feels a familiar, comforting presence brush her mind as soft lips lightly nip at the loose curls of hair.
“Merla. You do not sleep. What troubles you?” Astra asks, a note of concern in her voice.
Merla is unable to speak, her emotions are too strong. Instead, she lets the walls around her thoughts come down, allowing Astra to come across their bond and into her mind. The winged unicorn does and is nearly thrown back into herself. Merla’s emotions are a violent hurricane, her thoughts a tropical tempest. She does her best to quell them but it’s like shouting at the wind to stop moving. Astra’s horn glows softly as she briefly enters her mistresses’ mind and she quickly gets the gist of what has happened. The small woman does not move, continuing to hide her face from her companion in shame.
“What am I going to do?” Merla eventually mumbles. She lifts her head, pressing fingers to face to wipe away crystalline tears as she holds up Josephine’s letter. “Kruxeral… I love him, Astra, but this-… I don’t-”
“You need rest,” Astra interjects firmly, brooking no argument. She gently nudges Merla with her muzzle, encouraging her to stand like she would a young foul. “We are to go to the River Court in the morning. If you hope to find anything there, or to even be able to stand a fighting chance at winning, you must be at your most alert, Merla.”
The small woman nods. She doesn’t know how many hours have passed since she first read the letter. Glancing through the curtains, Merla sees the sky lightening a little in the east and a wave of lethargy suddenly washes over her. A deep yawn pulls at her and as she stretches the letter falls from her hand to the floor. She does not pick it up.
Astra watches Merla softly retreat to the four-poster canopied bed, climb in and fall into a fitful sleep. It was difficult seeing her mistress in such distress. She had vowed to stand by her side, as a guide but also to watch over her. But a betrayal like this, even one Astra had seen coming and tried to warn her mistress of, something that had probably begun before she was even called from the stars to Merla’s side, makes Astra undeniably furious.
The Master of Revelries has a lot to answer for. Astra merely hoped that when Merla went to seek him out, she would be ready for the answers he would give.
I’ve been kicked off my land for treason by the Queen
And I have no idea where else my heart could have been
I placed all my trust at the foot of this hill
And now I am sure my heart can never be still
So collect your courage and collect your horse
And pray you never feel this same kind of remorse
The setting sun makes an explosion of colours in the sky – strips of burnt orange, fiery pink, and blushing purple become a thousand shades of blue the farther away from the the light one looked. The twilit delta is beautiful, everything Merla has missed about being in the Feywild can be found here.
Including people from the Summer Court.
Tuevel wades through the small river, whilst Astra gracefully flies over it to land on the other side. Their camp is not very big but the people Merla sees she recognises; Roxane, Crios and Antheia. They are people who have worked with the Green Knight in the past when something needed to be done effectively and off the books.
“It is the Inglorious Company. What are they doing here?” she wonders to Astra. Her companion gives the mental equivalent of a shrug.
Aloud, voice clear and warm, raising a hand in greeting, she says in Sylvan, “Summer’s Light bless your Path.”
Beside her Varis gives a respectful nod, his silent presence a familiar strength Merla hoped she would not have to rely too heavily upon. He had offered to come with her without hesitation, allowing Ghesh, BB, Faye and Heret a chance to find out what they could about the competition, or anything about what has been happening in the Courts since Sarastra’s death. They offered to come with her but she had assured them that Varis would be deterrent enough.
Roxane, hands continuing their work on fletching arrows, looks at her and Merla feels the daggers in the tall woman’s eyes. She begins to wonder if it was wise to come over.
“You have no reason to hide, Merla,” Astra reminds her. “Be strong.”
“Well,” Roxane drawls. “Look what the unicorn dragged in. Can we help you with anything?”
“I wish to extend a greeting to people from home,” Merla responds, keeping the warmth in her voice despite the frigid ice in Roxane’s.
“So you do consider it your home,” Roxane observes sardonically.
Merla’s brow furrows a little. “Of course I do.”
“Good to know. One wouldn’t think it from your actions.” She carefully places the arrow she has finished in a neat pile beside her left foot. Picking up another shaft of wood, Roxane begins fletching another arrow, not even looking at her now.
Merla glances to Crios but he is looking at Varis. Anthea, strapped in brown leathers is cleaning her daggers, watching her scrupulously.
“I am not sure how much to tell them. I get the feeling they will not listen to me,” she admits to Astra.
“Agreed. Still, try testing the waters a little,” the winged unicorn suggests.
“I know there is still an investigation going on into what happened. I am getting close. There will come a time where I will return to present my evidence to Queen Titania herself.”
“I’ll believe that when I see it,” is Roxane’s deadpan reply. She doesn’t look up.
Merla tries another tactic.
“In the meantime,” she begins, her voice changing to a softer, more entreating tone. “How are things at home? Since everything has happened I do not know anything and… I am concerned.”
Roxane suddenly tosses the arrow she has been working on to the ground. Merla sits up straighter, sensing the anger from her as she wipes her hands on her coat, then sticks them in her pockets. Stalking over, Astra watches her carefully as the ten foot tall woman comes up right next to Merla, looking her in the eye as she leans in close.
“You have no right to ask,” Roxane seethed. “And you don’t know what home is like for a reason. So we won’t tell you.”
She takes a step back looking over to Varis for the first time, appraising him. Glancing over to Crios, Roxane cocks an eyebrow and nods in the pale warrior’s direction. Merla does not know what to make of the exchange.
“So I take it you’re fighting?” Roxane asks, turning back to her.
“Yes,” Merla replies.
The look Roxane gives her promises pain, her smile not reaching her eyes. “Good.”
“This is not a good sign, Merla. We should probably go,” Astra says.
“Not yet.”
Roxane has turned and is making her way back to her arrows.
Merla raises her chin as she speaks. “I have a proposition for you.”
Roxane barks out a laugh. “Oh really? What would that be?” She shares a look with Antheia who grins.
“When we defeat you in the games, you will give me a truthful update on how things are back in the Summer Court.”
The two women laugh at her. Merla glances to Crios but he is having a private conversation with his griffin at that moment.
“Why would I do that?” Roxane asks contemptuously. “You have no moral sway over me. You have no moral high ground. Even if I lost to you I wouldn’t owe you anything.”
“Think of this as when I come back to the Summer Court, I will remember that you offered an olive branch to me when I asked for it.”
“Tell you what. If you come back to the Summer Court, and if you still want to continue this fight,” she gestures between them, “I will welcome it as much as the fight in these games. I don’t fear you and I don’t owe you anything.”
Something about what she says gives Merla pause.
“I’m not looking for you to fear me.”
“Really? What was all of this about then?” Roxane asks. “Let the chips fall where they may. I have a job to do here, and I’m sure you do too, for whoever you work for now.”
Merla presses her lips together.
“I don’t work for anybody,” she says, her voice low.
“Well, I didn’t ask for your resume, so. Are we done?” Roxane turns away not waiting for an answer.
Merla quiets her swirling thoughts, remembering that despite how they have treated her during this exchange, she will not stoop to their level of vindictive banter. She takes a calming breath and schools her expression to be pleasant and warm.
“Good luck in the games. I will see you out there.”
Roxane does not respond, just sits down and picks up the arrow she threw away earlier.
Merla is about to turn to Varis when an idea, a shot in the dark, comes to mind.
“Was there something else?” Roxane asks, annoyance clear in her voice.
It was risky, but…
“If you do work with the Green Knight as I suspect you may do, tell him to look into the Master of Revelries. If not, he may regret it.”
For the first time Roxane looks at her with something other than outright scorn. Merla sees the wheels turning in her mind and feels a certain level of satisfaction that what she said is being made note of.
Merla turns to Varis. “I think we are done,” she says. He nods.
Merla is quiet and they start to make their way back to the others. She breaths in the freshwater smell of the rivers surrounding them on the delta, the roiling emotions in her heart swelling up to a tempest again. The temptation to let go, to ride the wave of her emotions and lose control was undeniably strong. She wanted to get lost in the drinking and the dancing she could see in other encampments so she could forget. Forget about the pain in her heart every time she thought of Kruxeral. Forget the way Roxane had looked at her with malicious hatred. Forget about the longing to return home.
Instead she sunk the roots of her will deep, pushing the river of her emotions in a different direction, one of her choosing.
Seal my heart and break my pride
I’ve nowhere to stand and now nowhere to hide
Align my heart, my body, my mind
To face what's to come and this web, unwind
“So I’m guessing from your expression that the chat with the Summer Court people didn’t go so well?”
Faye’s genuine concern easily breaks through Merla’s meagre attempt at concealing what she is feeling. It was hard enough for her to hide her thoughts as it is, but being back in the Feywild, in the River Court, made it even more difficult.
“I don’t know what I was expecting. I thought- I was hoping that not everyone would see me as a villain. But they do.”
“Those people don’t know you though. It’s not that it’s wrong of them to treat you that way but if they knew you they wouldn’t.”
“They think I work for someone else, that because of what happened to Arvel I don’t consider the Summer Court my home,” she recounts to Faye, disbelief clear in her voice.
“That seems a bit misguided,” they admit, confused. “Why would you not just leave? These people aren’t very smart, I think. Who would fight so hard for something that’s not their own home?”
“I don’t know it’s…” Merla trails off, deflating a little. She thinks about Josephine’s letter, and decides she needs to speak to someone about it. Faye is one of her oldest friends in Kantas, after Arkadius. But he is no longer here and she does not feel comfortable telling Varis everything yet. The thought alone turns her ears pink.
“I received a letter from someone,” Merla starts. “Her name is Lady Josephine of Promise. We helped her move into the Witching Court. As a reward I asked her for information.”
“Yeah?”
“I asked for her help in finding the Black Heart Cabal.”
“Ah, okay. Any good news?”
Merla takes a deep breath as something twists in her gut.
“That’s the thing,” she says, voice breaking a little. “She told me I could find out very easily, I just have to ask… Kruxeral.”
There is silence in the blanketed tent of Elchior’s antlers.
“You know what my advice has been before with him, Sheryl. Dump his ass,” the eladrin says firmly. Merla looks away. Something in her expression, the raw hurt perhaps, makes them tone it back a bit. “But, maybe, find out what he knows first?”
“I want to. And… I need to understand why. If he is with them, how long has he been working for them? Has he been doing so willingly? I just- I have so many questions. I thought he was different-…” she starts to hyperventilate a little. “I’m sorry Faye, it’s- I’m very distracted but I want to figure this out, but I don’t know if I’m going to like the answers I find.” Shakes her head. “He is someone I trusted, and it’s-”
There is no beauty in her breakdown. It is raw and Faye is a little startled to see her so vulnerable.
“We can’t control what we’re going to find out,” Faye says, brushing back some stray hairs as they hug her close. The smell of crushed autumnal leaves and woodsmoke wrap a comforting blanket around Merla.
“When we went to the Winter Court I thought we were going to have an easier time than we did. The things we found out weren’t crystal clear. But, listen,” they pull back, hands on her shoulders, making her look up into their warm brown eyes. “We got something, which is better than nothing. And even if it turns out that Kruxeral is a terrible, murdery person, you’re not and you have a lot of people around you that know that.”
Merla sits there for a moment, grateful beyond words for Faye’s friendship. After a moment, she lets out a humourless, half laugh.
“I don’t know if I did something incredibly smart or unbelievably stupid.” Merla sits up, holding onto Faye’s hands, squeezing them tightly. “I told them, Roxane and the others of the Summer Court, to tell the Green Knight to look into Kruxeral. But now I’m worried if that was the right decision because I want a chance to talk to him, but what if they do the same thing to him as what has been done to me? They just assume the worst and they don’t hear everything out. I don’t want him to die! He’s been so important to me and part of my life for so long and-”
Faye gently cuts off the rush of her words.
“The Green Knight doesn’t seem like the type of person to rush to a conclusion. These people that are here, they are obviously not the top brass. They might be the strongest here, but they are not the best,” Faye explains. “None of the Court sent their best players because none of them want to seem like they’re going to win.”
Merla frowns at that.
“What? Really?”
“I think it’s a political move. To seem like you’re going to win right now would look like an attempt to seize power, that you have the greatest strength of force to fill the vacuum left by Sarastra’s death.”
“That… makes sense.”
“These are not the best the Summer Court has to offer, so I wouldn’t worry too much about them.” Merla nods as she absently bites her lip, thinking. “From what I’ve seen of the Green Knight, which I will admit is nowhere near as much as you, he didn’t seem like the sort to jump to conclusions. If he was, I doubt he would have listened to you when Arvel died.”
Faye has a point. Maybe not all in the Summer Court are truly against me.
But what does that mean for Kruxeral? Is he on her side? Has he ever been? Or has every look, every word, every kiss they have shared been a lie, expertly woven around her, entrapping Merla in a web she cannot escape?